City of Clocks

Do you live in a city of clocks?
Where you don’t need locks,
for all your mind is compressed
in the sound of tick tock tick tock.

Have you lived in a city of butter-
flies? Fluttering lies, sun-kissed
morning dew. Pretty dreams,
a bit fuzzy to me.

Some live in a city of machines,
where wheels grind and cogs
scream. Smog for dinner kids,
enjoy your shiny new toys.

Amongst a city of trees, we
find many pretty, pretty
leaves around autumn.
Mushrooms too, life is good.

In a city of ice, we don’t seek
to play nice, but instead gorge
ourselves on fish. Fish, fish, fish.
It’s a walrus’ favourite dish.

Among sunlit hills, in a city
of thrills, everyone’s asleep.
But only until night, when the
party starts again. A pity.
Such a nice day.

In the city of my mind, you
can find, several nooks, crooks
and dodos playing with mice.
Are you joining in? Welcome.

 

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So I got bored and listed all the DVDs in the house, all the bad ones are mine, of course. Except for Marie Antoinette – HELL NAW!

13th Child
A Blade in the Dark
A Girl In Every Port Marx Brothers
A History of Violence
A Kiss Before Dying
A Nightmare Before Christmas Animation
A Tale of Two Sisters
Ab-normal Beauty
Amadeus
An American Haunting
An American Werewolf in London
An Eye For Horror Documentary
Animal Crackers Marx Brothers
Apartment 1303
Army of Darkness
Axe
Baba Yaga
Baby Cart at the River Styx Lone Wolf & Cub
Baby Cart in Peril Lone Wolf & Cub
Baby Cart in the Land of Demons Lone Wolf & Cub
Baby Cart to Hades Lone Wolf & Cub
Bad Taste
Baise-Moi
Beyond the Door 2
Bicycle Thieves
Big Bullet
Bird With The Crystal Plumage
Black Blooded Brides of Satan
Black Christmas
Black Dahlia
Blade Runner
Blood on Satan’s Claw
Blow-Up
Blue Velvet
Boondock Saints
Breakfast at Tiffany’s
Bride of the Re-Animator
BTK Killer
Candyman
Cannibal
Cat of Nine Tails
Citizen X
Cool Runnings
Coraline
Corpse Bride
Cowboy Bepop – The Movie Animation
Crisis in Tokyo Lupin
Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon
Curfew
Dante 01
Dark Water
Dead or Alive Lupin
Dead Ringers
Death Proof
Death Walks at Midnight
Death Walks on High Heels
Desire of the Innocent Blood
Dexter – The First Season Series
Dexter – The Fourth Season Series
Dexter – The Third Season Series
Diary
Documentary: Vittorio De Sica Documentary
Dominion of the Prequel Exorcist
Don’t Look Now
Don’t Ring the Doorbell
Don’t Torture A Duckling
Dragon of Doom Lupin
Duck Soup Marx Brothers
Dune
Eastern Promises
Evil Dead
Evil Dead 2 – Dead by Dawn
Evil Woman
eXistenZ
Exorcist II The Heretic Exorcist
Exorcist the Beginning Exorcist
Eyes Without A Face
Farewell to Nostradamus Lupin
Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas
Fellini’s Roma
Fellowship of the Ring (extended)
Fight Club
Forest of Death
Forgotten Siver
Frontier(s)
Frostbite
Från Andra Sidan
Gattaca
Ghost in the Shell – Innocence Animation
Ghost in the Shell – Stand Alone Complex One Series
Ghost in the Shell – Stand Alone Complex Two Series
God Told Me To
Good Against Evil
Good Taste Made Bad Taste
Grave of the Fireflies Animation
Green River Killer
Hafid
Halloween
Happiness of the Katakuris
Hatchet for the Honeymoon
Heidi
Hellraiser
Hellraiser 2
Hellraiser 3
Henry
Hogfather
Hoodwinked Animation
Horse Feathers Marx Brothers
House on the Edge of the Park
Howl’s Moving Castle
I Spit on Your Grave
Il Était Une Fois … Les Amériques Animation
Il Était Une Fois … L’Homme Animation
In Dreams
Interview with the Vampire
Irreversible
Island of Assassins Lupin
J.R.R. Tolkien: Master of the Rings Documentary
J.R.R. Tolkien’s “The Lord of the Rings” Animation
Jam Series
Jeeves and Wooster – Seasons 1 & 2 Series
Jin Roh Animation
Kiki’s Delivery Service Animation
Kill, Baby … Kill!
Killer’s Kiss
Knives of the Avangers
La Cite des Enfants Perdus
La Morte Vivante
La Nuit Des Traquées
Lady Snowblood II
L’Affaire Farewell
Laputa – Castle in the Sky Animation
Last Temptation of Christ
Le Viol Du Vampire
Leon
Les Demoniaques
Lévres de sang
Lips of Blood
Little Women
Los Sin Nombre
Lost in New York
Love Happy Marx Brothers
Love Hina – the Series Series
Mallrats
Marie Antoinette
Martyrs
Meet the Feebles
Memento Mori
Microcosmos Documentary
Millenium Actress Animation
Minority Report
Miracle in Milan
Missing by a Dollar Lupin
Monkey Business Marx Brothers
Mother of Tears
Muumien Maailma 2 Felt animation
My Neighbour Totoro Animation
My Neighbours the Yamadas Animation
Naked Lunch
National Treasure
Natural History – Predators – Killer Whales, Polar Bears, Bears Documentary
Natural History – Predators – Killing for a Living Series 1 Documentary
Natural History – Predators – Killing for a Living Series 2 Documentary
Natural History – Predators – Killing for a Living Series 3 Documentary
Natural History – Predators – Killing for a Living Series 4 Documentary
Nausicaä Animation
Night Train Murders
Oceans Documentary
Once a Cop
Only Yesterday Animation
Opera (Argento)
Orphan
Out of Time
Pan’s Labyrinth
Phenomena
Pieces
Pin
Planet Terror
Plump Fiction
Poirot Series
Pom Poko Animation
Porco Rosso Animation
Princess Mononoke Animation
Profondo Rosso
Re-Cycle
Relative Fear
Repulsion
Requim For A Dream
Requim Pour Un Vampire
Return of the King (extended)
Ring Japanese
Room Service Marx Brothers
Rose Red
Rosemary’s Baby
Scanners
Scar
Scared to Death
Schoolday of the Dead
Session 9
Shaolin Soccer
Shogun Assassin Lone Wolf & Cub
Sidewalks of Bangkok
Silent Hill
Silent Night, Bloody Night
Snatch
Snowwhite
Spider
Spirited Away
Starship Troopers 2
Stigmata
Strange Days
Strip Nude For Your Killer
Summer of Fear
Suspiria
Sword in the Moon
Sword of Vengeance Lone Wolf & Cub
Tales from the Darkside
Tales of Terror Short stories
Taxi Driver
Teeth
Tenebre
Terror of Tiny Town
The Adventures of Ford Fairlane
The Age of Innocence
The Beyond
The Black Belly of the Tarantula
The Black Sabbath
The Blair Witch Project
The Blair Witch Project 2
The Brides of Dracula
The Brood
The Castle of Cagliostro Lupin
The Cat Returns (Neko no ongaeshi) Animation
The Cocoanuts Marx Brothers
The Columbus Files Lupin
The Company of Wolves
The Crow
The Descent
The Devil’s Advocate
The Diary of Ellen Rimbauer
The Elephant Man
The Endless Summer
The Escapees
The Exorcist Exorcist
The Exorcist III Exorcist
The Eye
The Fly
The Fog
The Getaway
The Gift
The Girl Who Knew Too Much
The Godfather 1
The Godfather 2
The Godfather 3
The Hand That Rocks the Cradle
The Hitcher
The House of Clocks
The House on Sorority Row
The House on the Left
The Innocents
The Isle
The Keeper
The Killer Queen Kills 7 Times
The Labyrinth
The Last Wave
The Little Norse Prince
The Mask of Satan
The New York Ripper
The Night Evelyn Came Out of the Grave
The Nude Vampire
The Petrified Forest
The Pianist
The Possessed
The Pursuit of Hariman’s Treasure Lupin
The Secret of Twilight Gemini Lupin
The Shining
The Simpson’s Classics: Heaven and Hell Animation
The Stendhal Syndrome
The Tenant
The Tomb
The Uninvited
The Ward
Thriller – a cruel picture
Too Tired To Die
Twin Peaks – Season One Series
Twin Peaks – Season Two Series
Twin Peaks, Fire Walk With Me
Two Orphan Vampires
Umberto D.
Wanted and Desired
Watchmen
Way of the Gun
Vertigo
When You Are Strange Documentary
Whisper of the Heart Animation
White Heaven in Hell Lone Wolf & Cub
Videodrome
Wild at Heart
Wilderness
Wing Chund
Wishing Stairs
Witchfinder General
Wolf Creek
Voyage to Danger Lupin
Yanni Live at the Acropolis Musical?
Yesterday, Today and Tomorrow
Young Man with a Horn
Zodiac Killers
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Like any other day

Swim in the sea,
come one,
come two,
we are having
a party you see

And one the time
is around five,
we will come in for
tea, but not stay
for very long.
Still a far way
to go

Moose live here.
I kind of like that
under my lovely
mushroom.
We are safe at
night when a
lone fox snores
in the raspberry
bush

Typical,
whimsical,
nonsense.
And don’t
we all
love
it.

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Cake or death?

Ask everyone you find, if there is still cake in their dreams. If they answer yes, give them a hug. If they answer no, give them a pat on the back and remind them that the sun is still shining, even though not here right now. If they say maybe, give them a shrug and a smile. If they speak of pie, leave and come back with a baklava or an orange. If they answer with words of fire or ice, draped in soft shine, they are lizard people from Niburu and you are utterly fucked. Let’s drink to that.

And once you are done with that drink, get me a coat. It’s fucking freezing in here. Then again, I shouldn’t have trapped myself in the gears of madness. Or in the gears of time. But what can you do, their membership deals are not to be beat by mortals. So, now that we are indeed fucked, it is time to consider our options in this bleak dystopia we have come to call home. For if ducks do not swim, those behind the veil don’t get their daily stroke on.

Of course it is about self gratification, couldn’t you already see that?

But that doesn’t matter either, for the words keep spewing forth, like an ursine beast through a primaeval landscape. If it was there in the beginning, will it be still there in the end? Is it a mammal, or a reptile? An avian or an amphibian? Does that really matter when it is chewing on your soft intestines? Didn’t think so – but thought has left us long ago. Only sheer unholy terror remains and good so, for otherwise we would start to believe that we ever stood a chance.

Now that you are finished with that drink, have another and one more – until you can’t find your legs. Then when the spiders arrive, hold onto your shotgun and blast away. The sun won’t shine on you any more. But you don’t care now, do you? You already had your fill of silken dreams. Time to awake and face the shining sun. And maybe find another planet to inhabit, it’s getting crowded here, where the living are forever outshone by the dead.

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Star-eyes

Look here, star-eyes.
In the dawning light, the moon dies.
Later, when we see the sun rise,
it is too late to tell more lies.
And all your little secrets and alibis,
will do nothing to stop your demise.
We can see clearly in the dark,
but the sun burns our eyes.

Coming, walking through a secret,
you can cut all ties to your soul.
Softly illuminating, a murmurous glow,
it is the embers dying in your
little hands. Dissipating, a slight bow,
you step forth – you have become foul.
And thus your being disbands.

Shattered, you are for naught.
Scream star-eyes, into the roaring fire,
it does not care one way or the other.
Though many have sought an answer,
it is not that which eludes them.
Merely the question, tainted with your lies,
a vessel for your desire,
listen now to the song and rise to aspire.

Look into the light, star-eyes. It may burn now,
but wait for a moment and you will see,
that it is only your sight that must flee.
Blink slowly,
tears running down your face and scream.
Your name you can redeem.
Bright-eyes, open your sight and see.
All that you can now be.

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Fading light

Look lively boys, the enemy is comin’ in.
Stealthily, like a sneakin’ shadow, they
appear out of nowhere, listening to their
shitty ‘pods, with their pretentiously
shitty music, flaggin’ their shitty sense
of self-importance. Look to your left,
this will make no sense at all. But see,
roses, now slightly past their prime.
But that is the way of flowers, not to
mention the oranges next to them.
Slightly mushy, I’d dare say. Well, maybe
someone will still eat them, otherwise
they will die in a landfill somewhere far
away. Allergic to the bastards, the walrus
is, while not lookin’ for a reasonable thing
to write about, this post goes out to all my
little Saturday lazy gnomes watching all
‘em pokémon in the tall grass. Rustlin’ now
the sound of snow collapsin’ under its own
weight. A blue moment draws near. The
light already fadin’ for the day. Lookin’ at
the screen, you can see dimly lit faces in
the distance, soundin’ and echoin’ the
life that is fadin’. Startin’ to look deeper,
you only see small electric fish flicker on
and off in the white pool. Use a rope, start
a fire, tonight we dine on chicken.
Many days ago, it seemed so clear, but
now it has become only a risin’ crescendo
of small sounds from afar. Hoisted like a
budgerigar on top a stack of blocks, each
havin’ the complexity of a thousand suns.
Rest peacefully sweet light, for the dark
crawls over the land, bringin’ with it a
bitter chill and the snow muffles all voices.

Hello. Goodbye. Until we meet again.

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Dusk fairy

Dusk fairy, dawn – dance.
See the flame flutter,
part your veil, longingly
drink the mist of the stars.

Play with glen goblins dance,
jump stuttering steps, two
bodies moving in starlight.
Music drifts away, now far.

Giggle in wet grass, move
slowly this moment will
soon pass. But not yet,
hold out your hand,
there is still fey wine left.

A band of gnomes
wander past, we offer
up a toast. In
exchange we
get their
boasts.

Small green hats
come off. They
tell tall tales
of days now
long gone.

Have you
yet
heard?

 

There was a
gnomish king.
He held onto
many a thing and
loved to dance.

His fey would prance,
crickets play the violin.
Soft starlight aglow.

Soft, soft music plays now
low, an otter sings by
the river, a washing its
paws, it drinks the moon
its pale face a grin. Laughter.

Rock spirits start to sing, and
the king enters the ring,
wielding a rosen staff, golden
light filling goblets with fey-
wine. Let the dance begin!

Creatures of all sorts emerge from
the trees and from underground.
Small and big, silver, gold sing:
here come the dwarves. Fey and
trolls. Spirits and small things:
fairies, wisps, a few ghosts; raise the king a toast.

Dusk fairy, dawn – dance. A soft touch,
a little romance. Warm glow, fey wine.
Giggle in the wet grass, a warm morning rain.

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Moving with the herd

You wake up struggling. You get your feet out of bed, the rest of you will soon follow. Welcome to your suffering.

Make your way down the hall, chew on something remotely edible. The day has begun. Give a holler, give a call – try to stop that taxi.

Once at the office, you suddenly feel the urge to flee. Those are not the walls you know, that is not the elevator you take every day – no! It is a death trap, a cleverly laid ruse.

Breath slowly. Don’t let the other see your anxiety. Relax. The music is playing. People are sweating.  Ding; means it’s time to get off.

Moving like prey, you dart from cover to cover. Breath deep. Is that coffee you smell?
People are moving by the cooler, better move with the herd.

Finally, safe at your desk. The familiar stacks of paper grin at you mockingly.
This will be another late night. You sip your coffee. Your ulcer burns.

Better call the wife, tell her you’ll be late. What was that? Steps approaching.
Dear God no! Is it the boss?  Don’t let it be the boss!

Worse. It’s the Manager.  Dolled up like a peacock, ruby red tongue darting out of the mouth. Licking, tasting the air. Tasting and drinking deep of your fear. Your ulcer burns.

“Those reports on my desk, were insufficient. Fix them today and have me that other case
in by seven tomorrow morning. Oh and you have too many sick days, no more for this quarter.” The reptile slithers away, already spewing more poison down the corridor.

You finger a paperclip. Panic. Call the wife, call your therapist? Call mom? No wait, she’s dead. Call the union? Hah, you’re not in one, dumb-ass.

You can hear the walls laughing at you in the cafeteria. You have a sandwich and more coffee to go. No time to eat. But no eating at your desk – company rules. You sneak a bit now and then, when no one is looking. Your ulcer is making your stomach turn.

More coffee at the water cooler. Nervous gazes all around. David was fired last week. The herd is still restless. Quarter report going in soon. The CFO wants more heads cut…

You suffer both diarrhoea and constipation at the same time. Is this even possible? Feels like your pulse is somewhere near the rooftop. Maybe just one more coffee.

Phone beeps, it’s the wife. You don’t dare answer. Bile is building up in your mouth. Another missed dinner. Another step closer to divorce. She doesn’t even yell any more.

The lights start going off. People are leaving. You haven’t even bothered gazing at the clock for hours. Still more to write. More. More. More…

You write something down on a piece of paper. Close the computer. Walk out in a haze. Get in the car. Drive home. Run a red light, veer lane. Your eyes burn, but you see nothing.

The next morning. Someone cleans your desk. Picks up a piece of paper and reads.

‎”Once the paperwork is done and all the fires have gone out; you sit alone under your umbrella and cry for a little bit of rain; to wash your face, to sooth your tongue, to cool the land and to make you become undone.”

Shrugs, tosses it in the trash and continues taking away your things. Someone else will sit here tomorrow. You won’t have to any more.

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Ode to politics

O’ politico,
a fantastico
opportunity
to change
the world.
And o’ my
little bella
bambinas
thinking we
can change
the world
around us
with as little
as a vote
cast for one
or the other
fool. We are
all tools.
O’ politico,
you fantastico
chance for us
all to feel a
little better
about our-
selves, without
a need to see
how little
we have
actually,
really, in the
end changed
the world.
O’ politico,
you fantastico
elephant in
the middle of
us all.
See it or not.
It will still shit
on all your
furniture.
Have a nice
day y’all.

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Math! It strikes again!

Math! Math I tell you!

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